Paula's Journal

Poop and stuff..

2007-05-12T16:03:35Z

So if you haven't noticed, I lost my job at the bakery.. that polish bastard! But i got my old job back at Pizza Hut. =/ GAY! and I have no clue what the fuck jenny is making me listen to..... oh.. yay linkin park.
k bye.

jonnykillz @ 2007-01-18T18:03:00

2007-01-18T23:10:43Z

I almost started, not writing in this, but every month or so. oops
I dont know what the fuck to write in this damn thing anymore. every week is pretty much the same.
oh, hey jenneh, it was all pretty much shakedown. lol, we smoked it in the hotel.
good thing we got rid of it.. cause we got pulled over the next day when we were about to leave PA. the PIG tried saying it smelled like pot in the car (witch, NOBODY EVER smoked in the car) so he called MORE PIGS to come down and check the car. the PIG LADY checked me and grabbed my vagina. =/ it was weird. kinky... but weird.
So they didnt find anything, but still gave blake a sitation for going through a stop sign. or something like that.

So i have a job now. I work at gertrude bakery. its borring as fuck, but i get paid $6/hr. oh.. and i have a cell phone now.. so nobody can say they cant get ahold of me! if you want the number.. just leave me a message.

I had a hateful and sucky dream like last week about jonathan davis.. he was a DICK! it mad me sad.

k.. im out like a light.

Hip Hip HORAY!

2006-12-20T07:26:38Z

Im finally over being sick. sooo fucking glad. I hate it!
...well who doesnt?

anyway... i still have a bunch of shit to do for Christmas.
Like making out cards.. I probably wont send them out to people unless i really dont see them. LIKE THERESA! whats your address?
and get more shit for my brother.
thank god my mom is helping me out... i couldnt find anything for her boyfriend so she got me a paper shredder to give to him. LMAO
then on christmas eve I have my aunts to go to.
probably getting money from them.. then im gonna use that to get shit for mirandas suprise christmas party. witch i dont know who is all comming still.. i kinda wanna make a list so i know how much shit to bring. and if anyone needs a ride, they need to tell me this before hand.
Wake up and spend christmas with blakes family.. then go to my dads to give him his shit. =D
This is gonna be fun.
Usually, every christmas for me has been kind of a drag. I never ask for anything cause i get scared of not being able to return the favor. im kinda pushing it this year concidering that i dont have a job. its kinda shitty, but i fucking hate dealing with people. (reason why i quit working at pizza hut)
After christmas I get to go job hunting... yippie =/

IM ABOUT TO FUCKING UPCHUCK AGAIN!

2006-12-15T16:06:10Z

I DONT LIKE THIS SICKNESS AT ALL!

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you're tempted, you'd try hard not to do it.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

not only giving thanks are for thanksgiving...

2006-12-08T08:48:32Z

My ass is numb.

anyway...
my life has been going pertty good lately. except for not having a job. it sucks. but other than that it really has beed pretty peachy. still havent got around to seeing many of my friends, so i decided to make someone a bit more happy this time of year. she pertty much got turned down by her family, and its the first christmas shes not gonna really be with them. So i decided to go over to mirandas house on christmas eve evening when i get back from my aunts house and I want to make her extra happy so im asking everyone to come out with me if its possible. bring at least a christmas card for her and bacon please. I might have my mom pick up some drinks if liquor stores are still open. if not then fruit punch it is.. lol jk. i dunno yet. if you want to be in the gift exchange pick up a couple $1 gifts or whatever. if not, then note that you will not be in it. im trying to do this as fair as i can. you should understand.

In doing this.. im very greatful for all the friends I have...
Pretty much to sum up everything to all you fucking peoples.. THANKS FOR PUTTING UP WITH MY RETARDED ASS!

FUCK... im lame.

Enter an extraordinary world filled with magic and wonder.

2006-11-30T06:20:48Z

FIRST OFF....
MY HAIR IS FUCKING PINK!

HORRIBLE!

SECOND....
Im bored as hell.

I went to jennehs with kendra the other day <3 I miss them. we dont hang out as much anymore.
we didid ar hizzle. (this is where boredom kicks in)
anyway.. we dyed our hair. went to daves, got chips and cigarettes.
oh and cream of chicken.
oh oh.. and a christmas card. i like it.

Alex's baby is due the 11th of december. o.O

Native cigarettes suck!

Today i didnt really feel like doing anything. i feel like shit. I was suposed to go over to blakes tonight cause were going to see his grandma at the hospital, but didnt really have the energy to get dressed and leave. then kendra wanted me to go to the grid with her but i figured i was just gonna sit around cause i dont feel all that well to get up and dance. =x oh well.
ill see blake tomorrow and possibly kendra.
I feel really fuckin creative. and yet bored. and have no clue on what to do. its 1 in the morning and im not tired. I DONT WANT TO GO TO SLEEP YET! ( i know, i "feel" alot) SHUT UP!
damn dog sounds like it had tap shoes on when it walks. it sounds funny when she runs down the stairs.

I look like a scene kid. =(
ALICE IN CHAINS IT FUCKING AWESOME! and myspace is being gay.
oooh oh oh oh... nvm, its not anymore.

P.S.
ANYONE WANNA GO SEE THE DEFTONES?
YOU HAVE TO BE 18+

YUP.... I love my life at this point in time!

2006-11-22T10:21:37Z

I found this pic from the korn concert in 2002.. too bad i couldnt find the other goddamn ones! im kinda pissed about that..

LMAO.. heres some other shit i found...

yes... haylee has my tampon in her mouth!

Anyhoo..
Thanksgiving is tomorrow, i have my dads to be at, at fucking 11 o' clock in the morning.. then off to aunty georgy's by noon.. and blakes for the last supper. lol soooo much food. im pushin for 180lb. lmao. yea.. riiiight. maybe back to 135lb. if im even well enought to eat, seeing as I feel like im getting sick. Ive always been happy about my weight. i could probably use a bit more muscle, but other than that im pretty fit.

Besides all of that....

Im back to being happy with the way everything is going for me. not many problems are sticking out of me like a thorn. I still have the very few, who i want to punch in the face.... but i guess i can do without.

I put some color in my hair.... its kinda purply.. blue-ish.. some shit.
i dunno. Ill get a picture before it starts to fade i guess. it washes out pretty quick. im thinking about bleaching it then puting color in it.. or just doing it black or dark brown. anyone have any ideas?

oh.. did anyone hear about the party antionette and I were talking about?
I think i have the place for it but i still have to talk to her more about it.

k. im about to pass out on the computer.
OUTZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZzz

OMG I CANT SEE!

2006-11-14T20:25:14Z

To Start Off....

Im in ALOT of fucking pain.
and when i went to see the doctor... he was touchin my stomache saying *does this hurt, does this hurt?* im like... DUH you dumb fuck!! and when he was finished he was like *ok were done here* and pat my tummy... IT REALLY FUCKING HURT!

Question: are all of WW exchanging gifts this year?

anyway..
Stephen Lynch is funny... yea yea.. so is dane cook but im not listening to him right now!

actually... i wanna go take a nap. I HAVE DECIDED!

pickles...no....yea.....extra cheese. im bored.... shut up!

peace out.

My back hurts... maybe i should go to bed.

2006-11-09T06:52:03Z

Well im bored as hell. Im at mirandas appt. and the only one awake.
WAAAAAAAA FUCK!

The End of the New Revolution? or just me giving up.

2006-05-10T15:46:59Z

This was from last night.. i tried posting it but it wasnt working.

So.... yet again, I decided to give up on everyone... guys, girls.. whatever. I need my music more than anything. and yes, i started smoking.. again.. witch some of you didnt know, i used to. its realiving alot of stress though. I think i need a really good back rub too.
I havent been feeling well when iwake up in the morning.. ill kill someone if im pergo! so theres much to do this week.. thursday, friday, and saturday I have to be at peabodys... then next saturday im going out to PA to do merch again. I need a car...... FUCK.. I need a job.
heh.. its too late.. ill write later. im off like a prom dress.

GOODNIGHT ALL!

jonnykillz @ 2006-03-01T23:06:00

2006-03-02T04:18:08Z

Well.. sorry to kendra and nikki, im may not be going to rocky horror.. not bacause I can learn the lines on time.. its due to my grand parents health. So if my mom doesnt need me on saturday then I will be joining you guys. I know i hae to leave sunday early morning to go with her to see them, but dont know about saturday. I have to find out what se is doing. Ill probably end up going so dont start talking shit because you guys think im just trying to get out of this.! and believe me, i know you were thinking it when you were reading the top.

SO IF ANYONE CAN HELP ME... I WOULD LIKE TO STUDY THE LINES ON FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

jonnykillz @ 2006-02-09T01:08:00

2006-02-09T06:10:28Z

I always wanted to go back in time.
The problen is.. i wouldnt wanna fuck with anything for the fact of, i like how it is now.!

<td align="center"> Paula --
[noun]:

A poltergeist sent back in time to change the course of history forever

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com</td>

BORRING DAYS LEAD TO NOTHING!!!!!!

2006-02-08T05:46:01Z

Welp, the last few days have been a real drag.. dont get me wrong.. the concert was good, and I do wish I could have made it to Rocky... but I couldnt make it.
Sunday was ok.. I think I started getting depressed that day.
Being at melissas was a fun night.
about a half hour before I left.. I think thats when it hit me. since then, I have been pretty down. its not much of a big deal though.. it comes very often.
I was VERY excited when bob told me his mom found my camera!!!! but i was already happy.. it was saturday when he told me.
Today was ok... zach came over to mirandas house..FINALLY! we havent seen him in a long time.
and I didnt go to school today because bacons car wouldnt start.. and he had to tow it to work. I should be there tomorrow.

SOMEONE MAKE ME FEEL HAPPY INSIDE!
or take me to a thrift store.

Have A Nice Day..

School Sucks.!

2006-01-27T15:04:28Z

I can use a couple of shots right about now.... maybe some Jagor..yummy!
Mr. Cappetto is pissing me off.... he keeps comming by me asking me a bunch of shit. I REALLY THINK HES ON DRUGS!
So anyway.. tonight is the Cherry Monroe concert and I HAVE NO MONEY! I need to go out and fill out some applications already. but I told abe I couldnt hang out with him tonight. =(
Oh well.
I got that body spray I was talking about getting.
FINALLY!!!!
It smells SOOOoo good! *ORGASM*
Oh and I changed my myspace profile... go look! The background TOTALLY matches the meshuggah video I have on there!
K- well, imma gonna go now.

IM GONE LIKE THE WIND!

&HEARTS;

p.s
I WANNA LEAVE!
im so fucking bored. I HATE SCHOOL!
I am so glad the weekend is here.
im just gonna sit here and SMELL BY BEAUTIFUL SELF! DAMN I SMELL GOOD!
OH SHIT!
KENDRA.... I TOTALLY FORGOT IT!
I'm sooo SORRY!
I'll drop it off tomorrow or sunday when i'm with my mom! =/

TONIGHT SHOULD BE FUN!!!

2006-01-20T14:59:34Z

Well, Tonight VentanA is playing tonight at peabody's.. and im gonna try and get Mr. Hickey to go!!! haha Abe will be there aroung 9ish.
KENDRA!!!! you have to get your mom to let you stay later than before!!

well.
Im off like a prom dress!!!!

~Paula

EVERYONE!!!!

2006-01-19T15:09:24Z

Go add my other name.... because you love me.

So tomorrow is the VentanA show.... who's driving?

Dairymens Chocolate Milk is good!.... so is Fritos Honey BBQ Twists!

Uh... I know im pointless... Hey jenny.. did you ask your parents if you can go to ventana???? you should just ask if you can sleep over my house.. or kendras.. or some shit.

I have decided.. The next PKS show that comes up.. which will be around april..ish. WE ALL HAVE TO GO!!!! So save up your fucking money!! YAY!

I have decided......

2006-01-17T15:00:12Z

I guess it shouldnt be that hard to write in a gournal every day.. well on weekdays at least.
So, yesterday was great..
After all that... I went back to my dads house and called Abe... made a sandwitch *Roast beef, cheese, and mayo* it was good.. then FINALLY fell asleep at about 3 in the fucking morning.

Now i'm stuck in school.. Mr. Cappetto just totally told the whole class that I was the best typer. I was like... "damn skippy". although im really not.
I think everyone that isnt in my class... does a hell of alot better than I do. WTF! lol

WELL IM OFF LIKE A PROM DRESS!

FUCK THIS SHIT!

2005-12-16T15:01:06Z

These stupid fucking school computers suck ass! I cant get on myspace now.. its like a drug! I WANT MORE MYSPACE!

jonnykillz @ 2005-12-14T17:34:00

2005-12-14T23:34:10Z

	The Twelve Days of Christmas for jonnykillz:

Day #	Who?	What they got you

1st	s8nisfunny	A polaroid of their genitals
2nd	killerxpotatoe	A creepy sexual poem that they wrote in 2nd person narration
3rd	resa124	A creepy sexual poem that they wrote in 2nd person narration
4th	resa124	an inverse restraining order, requiring you to be 'coupled' at all times
5th	resa124	a full-body condom
6th	killerxpotatoe	a pop-up kama sutra
7th	killerxpotatoe	A prepaid phone card to your favourite 1-900 number
8th	resa124	A few Gigs of Porn
9th	resa124	a dildo built for two
10th	shiningxstar	more condoms than there are days remaining for you
11th	s8nisfunny	A creepy sexual poem that they wrote in 2nd person narration
12th	s8nisfunny	a sex slave

Take this Quiz at QuizUniverse.com
( or, take the 'clean' version at QuizGalaxy.com )

aaaaarrrrrrrrggggggggg!

2005-08-21T22:00:46Z

i dun wanna go back to school mommy....... please dont make me!

MY MOM CAN BEAT UP YOUR DAD!

2005-08-08T00:35:45Z

fucker>>>>>..............I HATE MY DAD! WHAT AN ASSHOLE!

errr..............grrrrrrr!

2005-08-03T05:10:01Z

OZZFEST SUCKED DICK.....except for.. *adozen furies, rob zombie, and mudvayne* other than that, it sucked! i gots sunburn.... it hurts!

i hurt!

2005-07-25T03:15:35Z

i have been sitting in this hard ass chair for over 3 fucking shitty hours, just to download fonts and re do my lj picture! my back hurts. im hoping pu brother can get me in to beabodys to go see mushroomhead and dope. and i cant wait til ozzfest.

uhh....................................................WTF!

2005-07-22T21:23:51Z

I'm so tired, yesterday sucked! the concert was pointless to go to. although i got to see offspring, until i got hit in my kidney again. and for those who dont know, i have complications with my right one and earlier that day i got hit in my face......it was awsome! today i found out "A Funeral for A Friend was there! I cant believe i missed them........CUNT! oh well, its all good because i get to go to OZZFEST! YAY.

ohhhhhhhh

2005-07-15T20:59:34Z

oh yea abouyt the concerts...... i ended not being able to go to the free concert either because you have to be 18 to get in.! fuck you people.... i hate people.....FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!